Friday, January 25, 2013

Being Bored

So I am sitting at work, being bored and being as I dont have many friends and I dont talk to many people anymore, I sit and look at Pinterest and think to myself, I should start a Blog. So Here I am! Here to talk about my dramatic life. Really it is. I may have people read this and I may not. I am just here to vent, vent to the air. Vent about people, places and things that happen in my daily life that I have no one else to vent to. Does that make sense to anyone?
Well Oh well if it doesnt. It is cold outside, starting to snow and here I sit at work not feeling good. Am I a whiner? No not really. I have had a headache everyday for who knows how long and my Dr just says to quit taking medicine with Caffine in it! Really?! Ok so I did and I still have these horrible headaches! Do I want to go to the ER? No, because I dont want to be "one of those people" yep you know those people. So I suffer.
Do I have stress in my life? LMAO, ya you could say that. My 21 year old daughter continues to ruin her life by living with a dude that sells drugs. She drinks everyday, smokes pot everyday, but she is 21, she knows everything! I guess I suppose I did too at that age. BUT If I was doing drugs and drinking everyday and didnt work my family certainly wouldnt have been helping me out, but its ok to help her out. I dont, she has stolen enough money from me in the past 4 or 5 years, I think that is enough helping her out from me!
Now my almost 15 year old daughter is in Placement for drugs. She has been in rehab twice. That is such a longgggg story! (thats another blog in it self) Who knows when she will come home. I know it wont be for a while, she hasnt hit rock bottom yet.
My youngest is my son, he is 12. Thank god he is the "good one". He does pretty good in school, well probably not as good as he could, but what kid couldnt do better. He gets A's, B's and C's so I guess that is average. He plays Basketball and Soccer. So he is very athletic. He plays XBox during the winter when he cant get outside much to do anything, but then again the cold dont seem to affect him much, accept when its  0 outside then its a little TOO cold. Ya too cold for anyone I would say!
Then you have my awesome, wonderful little doggie! She is the best! Atleast for me she is. She is a little crazy to everyone else, but I just say she is very over protective of her mommy. She will be 3 in March and I dont know what I would have done these past 3 years without her. I love her sooo much! She is always by myside (unlike my kids, Just kidding, I think).
So for now, I have to keep sane, and trudge on keep busy working and doing nothing. Well yes, I seem to have time for work and no life. I am single and 40. Although I LOVE being single! I love my independence, so I dont think I will be giving that up too soon. I just wish I had a little more energy to get out more.
I have my vacation planned for July. My son, and My doggie and Me, heading to the mountains again like last year. So peaceful. I dont do crowds. Guess I am getting old. LOL
So until  next time, have a blessed day. and where ever you are, KEEP WARM!